The ‘Ol Fisike (What we used to call “Physics” when our ancestors were younger)
When I was younger
I had a teacher
(of Physics)
Who
Was also my youth pastor
& he’d hit me
With a ruler
Sometimes.
He didn’t want to appear
To play favorites.
It hurt (my
Hands
As much as my feelings.)
But I don't even remember
His name
Today.
Whereas I learned in his class
About the power of
Pendulums, which
Make
Waves, signs, sines, sine waves,
Perfectly symmetrical,
Curving Patterns,
Waves
That are the same
As radio waves,
& colors of the
Rainbow
Though on another frequency.
They silently swing
Back & Forth
Beautifully
Endlessly dancing like the
Twirl of the tire swing
Hung from the
Tree
In my neighbor's yard, and
In my grandmother’s
Clock, the metronome
Keeping
Time, sounding the hours
Tick-tocking the seconds
Gone (now)
Forever.
And I’m weeping now
With relief, to know
That I’ve finally
Healed.
No more rift with my childhood,
I've learned to
Love without
Shame.
I love the dance, up-down,
And the swing, back-
And-forth, for
It lasts
Forever and a day,
& it balances
Our very
Selves
Atop endless movement, perfec-
tionism never the goal,
Nor fixed
Opinions.
We keep looking, rather,
Seeking peace amidst the
Chaos of our
Minds…
Hopping from one height
To another, sliding
Down to the
Trough,
Climbing up, and up we skip on
Sine waves, remembering
How oscillations
Measure
Pendulum Motion. The harmonics
We might achieve if we
Found frequencies
To heal
With time, like the waves
Of the ocean, the tides
Of our minds, the
Swings
In our moods, the memories
Of our childhoods,
Rewritten with
(New) Truths
Of our life before knowing
The troubles and
Pains, emotions
& Physics,
Assuring us we need not know
The science. For the
Movement itself is
The healing.